Healing On A Platter

I want to be seduced. Seduced my fucking ass off. I would love it for a guy to just come up to me and offer to buy me a drink. And then, proceed to engage in a conversation full of sexual innuendoes. All this while I shamelessly run my foot up and down his leg.

Listening to Prince makes me horny.

Yes, sexual tension has come back to haunt me. Though it is not as bad as that phase I went through in Form 3 (or 2?). I can imagine the looks on all my friends faces right now and I know what they're thinking, "Horny Azy is back!".

Did you seriously think she'd be gone for long?

It's hard to find someone of the opposite sex who is as sexually open as I am. Many guys will convince themselves that they are "up for anything", of course and disagree with what I think. But hear me out.

It's some sort of mindset for guys to think that most girls are prudes on the surface but are dirty little whores inside. And it's their job for them to bring that bitch out.

Hey, no prudes on my surface. I'm already a dirty little whore. Somehow, I get the feeling that it scares certain guys away. Don't get me wrong, when I talk about being sexually open- I don't mean doing the deed. Heck, it's all the other things associated with it that are usually overlooked.

Kissing. Teasing. Licking. Rubbing. Stroking.

The thing about sex is, that once it's done it's done. And that's all you're basically gonna do for the rest of your time. Maybe that's what held me back. I enjoyed the other things so much, I didn't wanna go through to the next step and leave all that behind.

To sum it up, I'll stick with the foreplay. And I think this is what chases the guys away. Because at the end of the day, they'll be still taking that cold shower.