Lost of sense of fear

Yes, the past few days I have been pretty self-absorbed. It's always better for me to vent out my frustrations rather than being in denial. I have fallen- and now I'm back up again.

Life has just handed me the "Wake up and smell the coffee!" card. Truth be told, I don't think life has failed me. I have many things to be thankful for, which I tend to forget at moments like this. I guess the spoiled brat inside me just can't stand it when I don't get what I want. So instead, I throw a tantrum and bang my hands and legs on the floor bawling my eyes out.

Then the supposed matured part of me will shut that kid up with a slap on the face. Something that I will eventually have to get used to. :)

I've jumped over another hurdle of life-heartbreak. There's still a race going on ahead of me, and I have to stop looking back so I can cross that finish line.


Thanks to all who have helped me in forgetting about all this. I could not have done it on my own.

Time to study my ass off!