Pretense

There's just no winning with certain people sometimes.

I guess with me things have to be crystal clear. Be blunt. Be rude. Be honest. Be whatever.

I have my weaknesses; sometimes I'm so shrouded by my own conceived thoughts and opinions on how everything should be. Force me to look past that then. Make me see that things can be different.

The oppurtunity is right in front of you; just take it. Just prove it that I am wrong. Prove it that I am not perfect.

Prove it that I have lost.

And you have won.

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Please, I am not bitter. I should just be given a big slap back into reality.

God, this haze is so terrible. It's bad enough having to feel and see it around your own house. I don't even want to step outside anymore. And I wanna go to Bangsar tomorrow! This thing doesn't look like it's going to lift up for a while though. I hate to say it, but I'm not really liking Malaysia much right now...