Not this time

Went to Qube last night to watch Sean dj-ing. It was good going out with the context group again, especially the girls! Tried my "darndest" to have fun but couldn't help feeling dissapointed Boy Next Door did not turn up. Kept being asked by people, "Where's Shaymal?" and all I could say was, "I don't know..". Honestly, I really didn't.

I want to get out of the house because I'm afraid he might come over, and I don't want to look at him. I don't want to face Ian who has been a humongous dick about the whole thing with Shaymal, and that's only because he hates the fact that it's not him I like ( I don't even see why the guys told him that I did last time). I do want to talk to Sven and whinge and moan but he's not here.


Fucking drama man. Fuck it. I'm going shopping with Jenny in town.

Karina, Me, Tara and Jenny L in Qube

Seany O/ Seany Diamond/ Economics Boy doing his thing. :)