As Good As Dead

Organisational Behaviour in-class test was the worst test I've ever sat in my entire life.

And it was only an in-class test!! WHY WOULD THEY MAKE IT SO HARD?

Actually, it wasn't that hard. I read every little itty bitty thing but when it just came to writing it all down- my mind just blanked on me. BLANK, I tell you.

Throughout the whole paper, I just kept muttering, "oh my god", "whatthefuck" and "shit" over and over again, much to Shaymal's dismay, who was trying very hard to concentrate. Which wasn't easy as I kept tugging and scratching him out of frustration.

Haha. Karina just texted me,

Let's go out and get very very drunk please? Oh yeah, fuck ob!

Let's.

Home sweet home in 6 days. :)
And oh, it's practically the end of the term now! Yee-hawww!

Not this time

Went to Qube last night to watch Sean dj-ing. It was good going out with the context group again, especially the girls! Tried my "darndest" to have fun but couldn't help feeling dissapointed Boy Next Door did not turn up. Kept being asked by people, "Where's Shaymal?" and all I could say was, "I don't know..". Honestly, I really didn't.

I want to get out of the house because I'm afraid he might come over, and I don't want to look at him. I don't want to face Ian who has been a humongous dick about the whole thing with Shaymal, and that's only because he hates the fact that it's not him I like ( I don't even see why the guys told him that I did last time). I do want to talk to Sven and whinge and moan but he's not here.


Fucking drama man. Fuck it. I'm going shopping with Jenny in town.

Karina, Me, Tara and Jenny L in Qube

Seany O/ Seany Diamond/ Economics Boy doing his thing. :)

Going to watch Seany O dj at Qube tonight. It's gonna be the first time I'm gonna hear his stuff and it should be good.

I'm going with Boy Next Door.

It's gonna be even better.

The Little Things

It's a beautiful day today. Sun shining, birds chirping kinda day. Don't know if it has anything to do with the fact that Sarah has left. Ahem. Anyway, you know it's gonna be a good day here by the weather. The past few days have been rainy and quite honestly miserable, and it didn't help much I had my damned coursework to finish. But on Thursday we handed it in and now it's all done! Am now FREE from work! I can just concentrate on studying for my Law and OB tests in peace without any other work in the way. :)

Went out to Funky Guppy last night and Jenny next door introduced me to her coursemate Leon- who happens to be half English and half Malaysian Chinese! Haha. Was so fun being able to talk to someone about home, especially since he had just spent 5 weeks of his summer in KL and Subang. That makes it 2 half Malaysian connections here.

And I also just found that there's actually a Malay guy staying in Eastwood 2. Weird. But it's so funny how Asians get so excited about meeting other Asians here. One thing I guess is that we won't have to deal with such questions, "Do you have Play Station in Malaysia?" (circa first week of uni, asked by Ian).We have this housekeeper here who who tends to talk slowly to me everytime she comes in to drop the post and etc. As in, " Would-you-like-to-have-your-room-cleaned?", and she pronounces every word slowly as if I won't understand her. She had the funniest expression on her face when I replied in PERFECT English. The funniest though was when I was hanging out in Eastwood 2's kitchen and she came in to give their post,

Boy Next Door: God, it's well cold outside.
Housekeeper lady: Well-that's-because-it's-so-much-warmer-where-you-come-from-dear.
Boy Next Door: ...I'm from London, luv.
Housekeeper lady: Oh!

I laughed till my stomach hurt.

Love how true these all are!

YOU KNOW YOU'VE BEEN IN UNIVERSITY TOO LONG WHEN...

*You actually like doing laundry at home where the washing machines work.
*Two miles is not too far to walk for a party.
*You'd rather clean than study especially if an essay is due.
*"Oh shit how did it get so late!" comes out of your mouth at least once a night.
*Parents' cooking becomes something you desire, not avoid.
*You schedule your classes around sleep habits And soap operas especially neighbours and Murder She Wrote and or Diagnosis Murder.
*You know the pizza boy by name and don't even need to read the menu.
*When you can strike up a convo with the security guy just so he will take it easy on ya next time u have a party
*You go to sleep when it's light and get up when it's dark.
*You live for getting mail.
*Looking out the window is a form of entertainment.
*Prank phone calls become funny again.
*You start thinking and sounding like your friends and your accent becomes a hybrid of West Country, Surrey, cockney/Essex and general Northern.
*Highlighters are the coolest things on earth.
*Rearranging your room is your favourite pastime.
*Rubbish cheap £1 shops are so cool.
*The weekend lasts from Thursday to Monday.


BEFORE I CAME TO UNIVERSITY, I WISH I HAD KNOWN...

*It doesnt matter what you look like at 8.15, nobody else in the world looks at you!
*Money really doesnt mean much.
*Your cooking is always better than someone elses!
*That it didn't matter what my first lecture was, I'd still sleep through it.
*That I could change so much and barely realize it.
*That you can love a lot of people in a lot of different ways.
*No matter how 'cool' you were in school, no one here cares.
*That if you wear polyester or a pair of shoes everyone will ask why you are so dressed up. *That every clock on campus shows a different time.
*That if you got good a-levels, so what? It doesn't matter here.
*That I would go to a party the night before an exam or essay due-date.
*That you can know everything and fail a test.
*That you can know nothing and ace a test.
*That I could get used to almost anything found out about my friends.
*That most of my education would be obtained outside of lectures.
*That friendship is more than getting drunk together but that's still funny......!
*That Sunday is a figment of the world's imagination. and the roast is not just a meal it the high point of the week.
*That Psychology is really Biology, that Biology is really Chemistry, that Chemistry is really Physics and that Physics is really Maths.
*That my parents would become so much smarter in the last few years.
*That it's possible to be alone even when you are surrounded by friends.