when everything inside you knows

Blogger was screwy yesterday, but this was supposed to be last night's post:

I'm all ready to go back to college now. I'm gonna welcome back routine with wide open arms, baby. Two weeks did seem short but I've had quite enough. One and a half years of college and A levels is almost over! Then it's a 3 month break-which I will fully utilise to spend time with the family and friends, savour the taste of Malaysian food, relax as well as party and get ready to start a new chapter in my life.

Yeah, yeah, I'm all excited. Let me enjoy it before the fear sets in. I've already put down Bath as my firm and Notts as my insurance, so no more rants about deciding where to go!

But do get ready for many MANY rants on trying to make the AAB grade. Enjoy. :)

Okay, I might be crazy for asking this but; where the hell is that stupid results slip? I'm tired of the anticipation! Freaky, for the first time Taylors might not be sending the result letter till after we get back to college. Everytime I hear the postman I jump and find NO LETTERS from Taylors. WHERE IS IT LAH?? I know some people are waiting to intercept the mail, yeah? Haha.

Anyhoo, I went to Borders a couple of days ago. And it is HUGE. :) But I didn't get that whole "getting lost" in a bookstore vibe which I love. It's a bit too spaced out. Their fiction section is incredible though-it's a long stretch and I didn't get to browse everything. But I did finally pick up The Lovely Bones. Which by the way is the saddest fucking book in the world but SO good. And a book by a author someone recommended to me- Tom Robbins-which I am finding hard to read coz I have no idea where it's going. (oi, what's it all about?). I bought Half Asleep In Frog Pajamas. The title itself is a pickle.

Yeah, yeah, I'm such a nerd!

We're watching old home videos here. My brother was such a cute kid! I wonder what happened. My dad also found our old kindergarden concert tapes! I might watch it one of these days and watch the poignant moment where I played Cinderella and could not get my "glass slipper" to "fall off"-so I stopped and took it out and threw it across the floor. My best primadonna moment.


Ohmygod. I'm watching the video of my sister's school's Sports Day, where Jian won like her 10th million 100 meter race (the way she runs looks like she's fucking jogging). That day was the day that EVERYTHING started and the unravelling of a certain chain of events. Fuck, that brings back memories. I can't believe it was 4 years ago. Hmm, time to call her up and reminisce again.

Good night world!