Tiny Bruises

I don't understand..

Why can't you see what I see?
You're so much more than you make yourself out to be.

I'm starting to rhyme-it's not a good sign.

Oh hell.

I'm just missing seeing you smile...

Roadkill

Urgh. Went out for lunch at La Risata and my tummy is full with Fondue, and my favourite Steak in Mushroom sauce. I can't move...

I'm gonna go out to practice driving soon and I just needed to rant on how much I DETEST driving. I LOATHE driving. I DESPISE driving. What's worse is that I have to practice driving our Mercedes before I can feel "comfortable" with the smaller car. I never noticed how huge the damned Mercedes was and I feel like a freaking midget everytime I step into the driver's seat. It scares me! I exteremely dislike pedestrians as well-who all seem to have developed temporary blindness everytime they cross roads! Also, when a jogging track is already laid out-use the motherfucking jogging track and get off the fucking road!!

ARGH.

I used to go cycling a lot when I was younger, especially around our old neighbourhood. And it's nice to see kids still cycling around. But, even when I was younger I had more common sense to stay off the road! I was driving and saw this group of kids cycling without a car in the world IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD, with me traling extremely close behind them. They're probably thinking, "Haha, this stupid P bitch will never run us down!"

And they're right. Bleh. In my head I've had already run those fuckers down and sped off like the wind.

I really hope it rains..

when everything inside you knows

Blogger was screwy yesterday, but this was supposed to be last night's post:

I'm all ready to go back to college now. I'm gonna welcome back routine with wide open arms, baby. Two weeks did seem short but I've had quite enough. One and a half years of college and A levels is almost over! Then it's a 3 month break-which I will fully utilise to spend time with the family and friends, savour the taste of Malaysian food, relax as well as party and get ready to start a new chapter in my life.

Yeah, yeah, I'm all excited. Let me enjoy it before the fear sets in. I've already put down Bath as my firm and Notts as my insurance, so no more rants about deciding where to go!

But do get ready for many MANY rants on trying to make the AAB grade. Enjoy. :)

Okay, I might be crazy for asking this but; where the hell is that stupid results slip? I'm tired of the anticipation! Freaky, for the first time Taylors might not be sending the result letter till after we get back to college. Everytime I hear the postman I jump and find NO LETTERS from Taylors. WHERE IS IT LAH?? I know some people are waiting to intercept the mail, yeah? Haha.

Anyhoo, I went to Borders a couple of days ago. And it is HUGE. :) But I didn't get that whole "getting lost" in a bookstore vibe which I love. It's a bit too spaced out. Their fiction section is incredible though-it's a long stretch and I didn't get to browse everything. But I did finally pick up The Lovely Bones. Which by the way is the saddest fucking book in the world but SO good. And a book by a author someone recommended to me- Tom Robbins-which I am finding hard to read coz I have no idea where it's going. (oi, what's it all about?). I bought Half Asleep In Frog Pajamas. The title itself is a pickle.

Yeah, yeah, I'm such a nerd!

We're watching old home videos here. My brother was such a cute kid! I wonder what happened. My dad also found our old kindergarden concert tapes! I might watch it one of these days and watch the poignant moment where I played Cinderella and could not get my "glass slipper" to "fall off"-so I stopped and took it out and threw it across the floor. My best primadonna moment.


Ohmygod. I'm watching the video of my sister's school's Sports Day, where Jian won like her 10th million 100 meter race (the way she runs looks like she's fucking jogging). That day was the day that EVERYTHING started and the unravelling of a certain chain of events. Fuck, that brings back memories. I can't believe it was 4 years ago. Hmm, time to call her up and reminisce again.

Good night world!

Written

One of you is looking at the long view, the junctures between past, present and future, the overall flow. The other is focused on some very specific aspects, examining the details under the equivalent of an electron microscope. One's more freethinking; the other's analyzing the heck out of everything. This can easily lead to a place where the first thinks the second's being uptight, while the second believes the first to be a terrible space cadet. Or it can lead to the kind of teamwork that changes the world.

Hell. Even the friggin stars are spot on.

I'm a sucker for horoscopes, but aren't we all? :)

In Hot Soup

Listening to: The Shins-New Slang
Mood: Pensive

Sometimes you need to take a step back. Sit down for a little while. Just breathe.

How can I do that when I don't even have the time to catch my breath? I need to keep up so I can't stop walking. And I only want to look forward....never looking back.

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Argh. I screwed up my trials. Making myself feel better by constantly telling myself, "it's just trials!". I still have a month more.

One month.

That's it. I'm locking myself in my room and never coming out. I'm gonna start a new life as a hermit. A recluse. No more going out. No having fun. It's just till June. Just a month.

*runs around in circles*

I'm going to go absolutely out of my mind, but it may be well worth it.

Ah yes, have to officially decide to put Bath as my firm and Notts as my insurance. Tomorrow, we might be going to see the new Borders store at Time Square! The largest Borders book store in the world! Wee! Need to immerse myself in books and feel all smart and shit.

Yesterday, Chris, Keet and me decided to practice on our Malay while chatting online! God, it's been a while and I am confirmed totally useless at the language;

Me: Cis! Jahanam engkau!
Chris: Eh, kamu ni panggil aku jahanam buat apa? Si Keparat!
Me: ......*What in seven hills is KEPARAT?* Apa kamu merepek ni?
Chris: *Bitch or bastatdlah, either one I guess* Eh, eh, tak reti pulak.
Me: Bodoh.

Hahaha. Yes, sometimes when we're bored out of our minds- we do stupid things.

I think I'll post up some materialistic wants to cheer myself up. :)

Don't ask about salsa.
Yesterday night will go down in history as the most talked about screwed up night for years to come.

*Sigh*

It was hella funny though. We dressed up to the absolute nines, didn't we? In dresses no less! With Evalyn having the last laugh of the night since she was so "dressed down". Haha.

We ended up at Alexis at the end of the night-only to realise we should have just gone there from the very start. There was a big crowd and the live music was pretty good. We ended the night with drinks and taking pictures (which I will post up soon).

Parking attendents have absolutely no life whatsoever. And next time, we will get more than just one person to drive. ( I see all faces looking right at me )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARWIN!!!

We'll salsa another time...:)

Sail and Wonder

Saaaaaaaaaallllllssssssssaaaaaaaa!

Hah! I can't wait. I hope it's good and worth it. I have a feeling it will be. Did anyone watch Dirty Dancing2: Havana Nights? Before watching it, you should just clear your head and convince yourself that you're just watching it to listen to the music and look at the sexy dancing. Coz the rest of the movie is pretty much crap-but the dancing! The cuban beats! That's the greatest kind of music to be dancing to. That's the kind of music to be dripping sweat to.

Who needs sex when you can DANCE?

Finally, I did some shopping today. But I didn't have enough time to do much but I got what I wanted. Shopping with mum is the best because you don't have this guilty conscience constantly at your back. Since she's paying for everything and at the end of the day, the fact she bought MORE and her stuff costs MORE-it makes you feel a whole lot better. Plus, is she shops at the same places as you-wahey! Can borrow! Like this cute-ass gypsy top she got at Topshop too.

I finally got the pink sweater I eyed since last week. It was on a special sale, buy something else and get it for half price. DEAL! The problem I talked about earlier-bout me and my friends dressing the same way-it's because we have the same damned taste in clothes! Two days ago, when I had lunch with Far, we went into Topshop and we saw these cute halter tops;

Farwin: Oh, Ka has it in brown so don't get it in that colour.
Me: Okay, then I'll get in white...
Farwin :I want it in white. I saw it first!
Me: But I have too many in black so I can't get black. I'll get the pink then.
Farwin: Wait, I have too many things in white too. Maybe I'll get the pink.
Me: Oi!

Harhar! I bought it first and it's mine. I bought it in pink. :P

Okay, this has been a really "blonde" post but that's the mood I'm in right now. Someone told me Warehouse is going to be opened here.

YEEEESS. More materialistic wants!


Oh yeah, I think me mum has a crush on the guy that acted in Dirty Dancing- Diego Luna. Yeesssh.

What comes to my mind when I look at this picture:-

What do you get when you take a group of girls and make them spend time with each other everyday for a period of 5 years? It's attack of the clones, baby-that's what it is.

Such unfortunate incidents as the one below happen more than once. You know how the say when couples spend so much time together, they start to look alike? I think it applies to every case. :) It's freakishly weird. As if our minds are fused together and we all thought, "Hey, I think I'll wear black and denim today."

It's either we all think alike too much, or we just need more colour in our wardrobe.

Karina, yes, I nicked the picture from you coz you haven't sent us those pictures yet!

Bitches In Black. Yes we're that cheesy. Farwin, Me, Anis and Karina. 

Out Of Context

Ok, I admit it-I'm selfish about my music. I hate it when I hear someone talking about a band I've been listening to for a long time and they've only heard of them last week. I hate it when people like bands that are great just for that one song (e.g. Mr. Brightside) and that's only because it's played on the most overrated radio station.

And then I hear that Stereophonics's Dakota has started playing on Hitz fm. When has that station ever played Stereophonics before this?

^(&^&*^*&%$##$^%@#@!!!!

Ok, that song does have that certain commercial value that makes it playable on a commercial music station. And yes, I'm awfully protective over a small thing and music isn't actually really owned by anyone and it's a free fucking world.

But it pisses me off goddammit.

What's contradicting is that i'm always trying to get people to listen to stuff that I like. Huh.

0_0

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Am trying to figure out how the hell I got from wanting to become an astrophysicist to wanting to work in fashion.

This scared the shite outta me though, that whole unemployed graduates hoo-ha they've been highlighting in the news. The top graduates that are not able to get jobs are those who studied;

BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION.

I'm so fucked.

Heh. It looks like I might have to go back to that plan we had in Form 5. To open a business that will become a multi-million dollar corporation! Was it PPP, girls? Haha.

Or join Rachel with her plan to find an old wealthy man who's about to croak anytime and get all the money. She's been hatching said plan since Form 5 as well.

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And I will block the door like a goalie tending the net
In the third quarter of a tied-game rivalry

So just say how to make it right
And I swear I'll do my best to comply

Coz sometimes I can't find my own words..

Frisky

Oreo cookies and Glamour magazines. Yes, yes, feeling very contented right now.

*Munch munch*

So, Friendster has actually come up with day-to-day horoscopes, blogs and photo albums. Before you know it, they're going to come up with a wide search engine and even an email service! But I think the forecasts they have for every day is quite cute;

Things slowing down a little? Feeling like you might even be stalled again? It's certainly possible -- and you'll certainly be frustrated. Why not just let it go for now, and see what the universe has decided to provide for entertainment?

Ok then Universe, entertain me. :)


David hun, you started a chain reaction! It's very scary for guys to get all emo and start listening to Bon Jovi songs. And sing along to Mario. :P Hey, I heard the most happening place in Warwick is their own union. So better think carefully. Heehee.

Will post more later!

Batteries Not Included

I'm sitting here with an ice pack on my right knee. Woke up this morning with the "once-every-few-weeks" pain in my leg. Someone please tell me what the fuck is up with my leg so I don't have to face being completely immobile for a day anymore.

All I did today was SLEEP. I think I have been awake for only 4 hours or something.

It's times like this that I wish I didn't have a vagina. I don't want a dick either because face it- dicks are just hella weird looking.

A solution for every girl- Barbie's anatomy. But then, we'll probably have to breed through spores or something.

I'm being so vulgar, even more than my usual self. Apologies. Wanna make me feel better and take me out shopping? :)

This post was brought to you by a girl on the third day of her period. Fuck off.


Listening to: The Postal Service- Nothing Better

Follow The Leader

I've been awake for about 2 hours now. ERGH. The aftermath of clubbing and it being the STUPID time of the month makes me a very cranky person.

No wonder I was so moody yesterday-I was PMS-ing. Hee. David and Chris's "attempts" at a seductive striptease for me did lighten up my mood. Don't quit your day job Mr Tee. Also didn't help that there were only 3 girls and probably 20 guys. So I had no one to slut up with except for Priscilla and Kay (who is the craziest 16 year old in the universe). I had only 3 glasses but I was already sick. Recovered with a bout of dancing downstairs.

We have a thing when we go clubbing-imitating other people's dance moves. It's silly. From my "brushing hair away from my face", to David's "flame", to Shaun's "hand over the shoulders", to Shane (who has not just one signature move but many) and also, ergh, I don't wanna say it...

It's mean!! Stop stop stop! You guys aren't exactly Fred Astaires either!!

Oh yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRINNA!!

May your 19th year in life bring you more joy and happiness for finally filling up size B cups.

Oh, I'm gonna burn in hell.

NEXT WEEK- IL NINO!! Salsa, baybee! For Farwin's 19th birthday-we need a change of pace. We've been wanting to go since last year! This month is going to leave me high and dry-too many birthdays (3 do far) and a two week break. I need to shop. KL just doesn't do it for me anymore, the variety here blows.

Happy holidays everyone!

So Far, So Good

I wanna go down on you for an hour

0_o

*melts, oozes and turns into putty*

And I'm supposed to maintain my cool and act all nonchalant after that?????

Me: Duh....

Fuck it.

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One more day! One more and I can claim my sanity back. Actually, I'm on holiday mood already. Can't be bothered to read anymore Econs. Last round of fun before we face the big one. So, two weeks will be just nice to let go and be all crazy. I hope. :\

70% sure I'm heading to Bath.

That's an almost definite. Scary.

What are we doing on Friday? *Jumps around*

Changed the blog address to www.moshpittah.blogspot.com

Just added the H as you can see. Kept forgetting to repair that typo.

Accounts was so hardddd. Oh my god, how can a subject so mind-numbingly dry and stale be so difficult? Bleh.

Just One Other Way To Spell It

Me likey Head Automatica vely much! Hehe, thanks Shaun. The damned cd skips though. :/

Two papers down, four more to go. Sense the joy in me. I can't wait for this monotony to end and I can be free again. Even though it's just for 2 weeks. I'll take all that I can.

Brain is at a bit of a mental block, because I have just filtered out all the Economics and Sociology (both papers which sucked major balls by the way) so my mind is empty, baby.

Boys are disgusting. They eat as if they're having their first meal in 6 months or something. Very horrifying. It's like watching a massacre and what they eat is the one being savaged! Uncouth! I remember this one guy I know spitting out chunks of food while he talked and he didn't seem to notice it.

Don't talk with your mouth full! Cut your food into small proportions! Chew with your mouth closed!

Hmm. Don't think I will start with Accounts till tomorrow. Instead I shall bum around and listen to my new cds!

Out for some Japaneezy after this...finally! Turrah!