Foul and I'm Out

I did something majorly stupid and very unlike me last Friday. All I can say is, it involved walking very briskly out of the library and hiding away in the college "garden".

I might as well just live under a rock. I'm that pathetic. Losing all my inhibitions over such a thing. :/

I remember learning in Biology, something about how the receptors in your body work. It's either, the receptor sends a message to the brain to gauge out a response or it only goes to your spinal nerves and you get an automatic body response. I think my receptors are not sending anymore messages to my brain to fully evaluate certain situations- because what I did was very "action speakes louder than words". Turn of the heel and walked away.

Just kill me now, why don't you?


At one point, I thought this was all about control. Now, I think it just may be about proving something, just I don't know what yet.

I've proven I'm the ultimate hypocrite though. :(

Dakota by Stereophonics is a good song. And I'm amused with Chris's display name, 'Deprivation is becoming an entity'. Hee.