Ready? Let's Roll.

This is it. The make it or break it year. This didn't really hit me until last night. I only have a mere, what? Five months.

Five months is going to go by in a flash. Damn.

It's so weird to hear the people around me starting to get all serious about it. I realised I've taken things pretty easily the past year, and it's only when others start stressing and fretting that I begin to do so as well. Not sure if that's good or bad really.

Jolene brought up something that did get me thinking just a little.

"I'm surprised that you haven't called him or anything."

You're not the only one, Jo. But I didn't think anything of it until you mentioned it.

It would be so like me to start hounding on him and calling to confront. But I didn't. No withdrawl syndroms even. I would like to believe that THIS, right here is my form of closure. It's a heavy burden I have finally managed to let go after lugging it around for so long. It feels nice. :)

Heck, shit happens. I still wanna live a champagme dream though.

Please pray for my UCAS. Pray they will still accept my application.

David says my blog has become dull. I blame a bout of writer's block for that. So here, I shall shamelessly promote you and your band,

VESPERTINE!!!

nyeh, go here: www.apathy.blogdrive.com for further info. This is for not buying your album. Tit for tat, dude. I want my CD first!

Good night!