If You Can't Leave It Be...

Nope. I have not asked him yet. Sigh. He has gone to Johor for the weekend. Some misunderstanding and forgotten phone calls left me in a dire and pissed state. When he confirmed he was going to Johor on Friday, I managed to keep my cool for a moment.

Until I couldn't take it and sent him a text message clearly pointing out I was pissed and dissapointed without using any of those words.

I am just so tired of bothering. Really. He may not mean it but hell, it hurts my feelings. Why can't he give a damn as well? As usual, I threw the ball back into his court and sent him an apolegetic message last night (without using the word sorry) and hopefully he gets it. I will most probaly text him later tonight to ask if he's home yet. And if he is, will proceed to call him and pretend nothing happened but have a pleasant conversation and finally say our goodbyes.

Then, I will move on with my fucking life.


The next few weeks will be my "friends time", I just need to move on again. Have plans to go shop till we drop with Ka next week. Clubbing sessions when the rest get back. A Japanese buffet with Jian. More shopping trips with college friends. Cousins are coming down to, so I expect things will be moving quickly along. Trials coming up too, and I am really motivating myself (i hope). UCAS form has to filled up for the next few months. Research, choices to be done. Scary yes, but in a way, exciting.

I'm lucky this college life has given me so many things to be busy about.


edit: The Editorial Board positions have been filled up (i think)! Bloody hell! Thanks for telling the rest of us unexperienced people we were automatically rejected in favour of people who had nothing to do but brag and race up for extra-curiculur activities so it can pretty up their already filled to the max testimonials and not letting us normal people who don't give a fuck about testimonials but would want the experience to work on an ed board.
Fuckers. Extra activity shit don't count anymore..that's right! It doesn't fucking count.
Ergh. If that budget kid got in I'll kill myself.

Their loss.